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If everything meant nothing
And you meant everything
Why would we give something
If we wouldn’t get everything
Back
What we lacked
Were facts
It was a plan you see
We tried
To make real lives
Out of fantasy
But we lied
To each other
Not on purpose but by chance
Of it were up to us
There be no fuss
Things would go by plans
But something bigger
Someone wiser
Major schemer
Would devise a
Better future
Had to lose ya
From the range
Of my visor
Try to hide the
Dormant feelings
Because they come with a price
No turning back
Cuz it’s a trap but
Such comes with Life

Withdrawal

So it just hit me
Why I feel the way I do when you aren’t with me
Or why I act like its more than what it seems
Becuz we are now what I’ve once seen in dreams
Minus the lavish trips and diamond rings
Sailing the Mediterranean to escape the spring
Or any of the outlandish acts my mind be conjuring
But the pure feeling
That I’m sure your feeling
When our lips are this close
Especially when your willing
Yea you fight
Tease even
You bite my lip
I kiss yours
Now we’re even
Back to the rush I feel
Whenever in your presence
It’s like a gift you give
I call it your presents
Don’t know how to describe when that air is filling me
But something you do brings me to tranquility
Nirvana
Damn near comatose
High as a addict
But you know this tho
So when you leave
And even tho the feelings loyal
I still feel a sudden shock
And fall into withdrawal
Shakes starts
Palms sweat
Heart beat rapids until Your in my arms next
I like the high so there will be no twelve steps

Abandon

Don’t know if I’m wrong
If you right
But something’s definitely off’d
You used to look at me for love
But lately you seem lost
Confused
Baffled
Fed up even
You got one foot out the door
Im tryna dead those reasons
You wanna leave
Make you stay
But if you gone what can I do
The things we say
So cliche
But what’s me without you
Hmmmmmm
M, E , Y, O, U
damn there is no US
There’s logic in the spelling
The latter i won’t trust
Cuz love defies all rules
Physics
Engagement
War
That’s why it’s so hard to shake this mental enslavement
For what it’s worth
We’ve hit the ground before
Got up
Dust it off
Went pound for pound some more
So why now give in
Give up
Abandon
We started off on a high
I’m not ready for a landing
We can bounce back together
Go head put your hand in
Who knew happiness
Would be so Demanding
But imma keep on trying
Even if I’m talkn by myself
Life is a long road
You shouldn’t have to walk it by yaself

decoy

It’s a catch 22
But if I could catch 2 & 2
Put em together
Maybe you and i could be together
However
I’m better
Your better
We good
Break up to make up we can
Maybe we should
Love you don’t
so we won’t
I mean I can
if you could
But the waiting
Too impatient
No salvation
Deliberations
Over buts and ifs
Reach no conclusions
still debating
No more fucks to to give
Our love
was a gift
Now it’s just
another lost toy
Keep my chin up
i refuse to be
just another lost boy
And smile to sky
like I never lost Joy
Never be coy
Instead of letting our love shine
You shadowed it
You’re my Decoy

Trapped

If everything meant nothing
And you meant everything
Why would we give something
If we wouldn’t get everything
Back
What we lacked
Were facts
It was a plan you see
We tried
To make real lives
Out of fantasy
But we lied
To each other
Not on purpose but by chance
Of it were up to
There be no fuss
Things would go by plans
But something bigger
Someone wiser
Major schemer
Would devise a
Better future
Had to lose ya
From the range
Of my visor
Try to hide the
Dormant feelings
Because they come with a price
No turning back
Cuz it’s a trap but
Such comes with Life