Love’s Black Hole

Everything with a nerve hurts
Chest pounding
Eyes heavy
Every breath feels faint
Like I’ve been running all day
How much longer I can go on
I really don’t know
My mind went days ago
And now my body is growing weary
My soul is yearning
My spirit depleting
Simple tasks are becoming conundrums
Normal functionality is slowly shutting down
Irritable doesn’t fully describe
Neither does deprived or famished
I feel completely void without you
If only you were here
I imagine it would only take
One kiss
One hug
One true embrace
To recharge and restore
Every broke down
Exasperated
Depleted
Fatigued
Molecule inside of me
To feel your spirit close to mine again
Is all I need
You are all I need
And that need is dire……

journey

To find her
You will sift through an abyss of
Under appreciated worth
And over compensations
False entitlements
And fabricated self proclamations
Then fear strikes
When you realize all the time you’ve been wasting
Chasing the hordes of
made up
Artificially engineered
drones that have comprised our Generation
But if you’re patient
And you wait
Seek out quality
Your path to her will manifest itself
And her essence will shine thru all mediocrity
That’s when your journey takes on a new mission entirely
Finding the proverbial needle in the dating haystack
While a feat in itself
The magnitude of success may prompt you to find traits that are weak in yourself
but if you can defeat your own insecurities
The reward will be bountiful
Her Grace will bring out the greatness
That has previously not been found in you
Then her light will shine over your path
Highlighting the Plight
You endured to to find true love in your life

Back

If everything meant nothing
And you meant everything
Why would we give something
If we wouldn’t get everything
Back
What we lacked
Were facts
It was a plan you see
We tried
To make real lives
Out of fantasy
But we lied
To each other
Not on purpose but by chance
Of it were up to us
There be no fuss
Things would go by plans
But something bigger
Someone wiser
Major schemer
Would devise a
Better future
Had to lose ya
From the range
Of my visor
Try to hide the
Dormant feelings
Because they come with a price
No turning back
Cuz it’s a trap but
Such comes with Life

Falling

Heavy eyes
Long yawns
Sleep is near I can feel it
Sleep ha, the only thing more relaxing than the thought of her
No!! the thought of her before sleep is bad
It always leads to dreams
Dreams I can not control or understand
But tonight (yawns) tonight feels diff……..
I must’ve dosed off
That was quick lol
Gotta get outta bed and head to the bathroom
But something’s off I feel like
Like I’m falling
A free fall
No I’m definitely falling
And fast
My heart begins to beat out of control
Ripping thru clouds
It hits me that I won’t be falling for long
Scared to look down because
Well I know what’s waiting for me
But suddenly as I realize why I’m falling
My heart rate levels out
The velocity of my drop decreases
And now I’m floating
Embracing my surroundings
Enjoying every second of the fall
A rush then a calm
How fitting
Instantly another rush but I’m being pulled up
And just as fast as I fell I’m climbing thru the sky
And I’m awoken by two full lips
Pressed gently yet intensely on my cheek
Open my eyes and I see you….
And I know why I fell
Why I’m still falling