Love’s Black Hole

Everything with a nerve hurts
Chest pounding
Eyes heavy
Every breath feels faint
Like I’ve been running all day
How much longer I can go on
I really don’t know
My mind went days ago
And now my body is growing weary
My soul is yearning
My spirit depleting
Simple tasks are becoming conundrums
Normal functionality is slowly shutting down
Irritable doesn’t fully describe
Neither does deprived or famished
I feel completely void without you
If only you were here
I imagine it would only take
One kiss
One hug
One true embrace
To recharge and restore
Every broke down
Exasperated
Depleted
Fatigued
Molecule inside of me
To feel your spirit close to mine again
Is all I need
You are all I need
And that need is dire……

journey

To find her
You will sift through an abyss of
Under appreciated worth
And over compensations
False entitlements
And fabricated self proclamations
Then fear strikes
When you realize all the time you’ve been wasting
Chasing the hordes of
made up
Artificially engineered
drones that have comprised our Generation
But if you’re patient
And you wait
Seek out quality
Your path to her will manifest itself
And her essence will shine thru all mediocrity
That’s when your journey takes on a new mission entirely
Finding the proverbial needle in the dating haystack
While a feat in itself
The magnitude of success may prompt you to find traits that are weak in yourself
but if you can defeat your own insecurities
The reward will be bountiful
Her Grace will bring out the greatness
That has previously not been found in you
Then her light will shine over your path
Highlighting the Plight
You endured to to find true love in your life

Touch

Would you let me touch you
With my mind
Not physically
Enter your cerebral
Make love to you mentally
Paint a picture of love in your head so vividly
That the thought of our lips conjoining begins to lift you
Spiritually
Can you hear me?
As my whispers send shocks thru you internally
And the reverberations induce sensations
That shake you to your core
Until your legs tremble
Forcing surrender
Aloud you beg “please no more”
I continue to graciously tip toe on your mind
Stroke and massage your nerves
My touch radiates over your body
Every inch
Every curve
So in warning I can only suggest you prepare for a mental stimulation unlike any you’ve ever seen
Would you let me touch you

Back

If everything meant nothing
And you meant everything
Why would we give something
If we wouldn’t get everything
Back
What we lacked
Were facts
It was a plan you see
We tried
To make real lives
Out of fantasy
But we lied
To each other
Not on purpose but by chance
Of it were up to us
There be no fuss
Things would go by plans
But something bigger
Someone wiser
Major schemer
Would devise a
Better future
Had to lose ya
From the range
Of my visor
Try to hide the
Dormant feelings
Because they come with a price
No turning back
Cuz it’s a trap but
Such comes with Life

Encounter

Unbuttoned White uniqlo Oxford shirt Reeking of YSL and after shave paired with Blue Hanes boxer briefs that hug ever curve from her waist to her thighs
The word Nikon tattoos her bare chest as the slr orbits between her breasts
Images attack her mind if the last encounter
Champagne tunnels down her throat washing back the remains of raspberries and fine cheeses
She rubs the side of her face where the strings of a velvet mask trapped her visual
By now all of her senses heighten
Nature begins to take its course
Those once sky blue boxers develop navy spots as her vagina moistens
The fine hairs all over her body stand at attention as if ordered by some lustful drill Sargent
Legs begin to tremble and a surge of pleasure rushes over her as she desperately resists the urge to touch herself
For there are rules , Stipulations
He will only come as she approaches her climax
However the feeling becomes unbearable and although she shouldn’t she begins to fondle her breasts
Uproots the camera from around her neck and with both hands firmly massages herself thru the button up her hands navigate south caressing and squeezing
As she reaches into the boxer to confront her already marinated
Vagina almost simultaneously a hand stops gets while two lips plant on her neck
The word “No” has been softly whispered into her right ear but it sends orgasmic shock waves throughout her body
He has Returned!
A sexy smirk streaks across her face as his arms appear to pull her closer
The gap between her legs increases his thighs push against hers creating his path
In one swift motion the now navy soaked boxers are removed
She can almost look into his eyes
A thunderous Moan sounds as she feels him materializing Inside of her already erect
It is only when she is in reach of a climax will he appear
To help expedite her pleasure
Now fully in human form the ghost of her Fallen lover continues to explore her body
As she nears convulsion she is reminded by every kiss
Of a time where there were no rules
No stipulations for loving making just them
And the seemingly lifelong bond they made in passion
A love so real not even death could keep these two apart

Falling

Heavy eyes
Long yawns
Sleep is near I can feel it
Sleep ha, the only thing more relaxing than the thought of her
No!! the thought of her before sleep is bad
It always leads to dreams
Dreams I can not control or understand
But tonight (yawns) tonight feels diff……..
I must’ve dosed off
That was quick lol
Gotta get outta bed and head to the bathroom
But something’s off I feel like
Like I’m falling
A free fall
No I’m definitely falling
And fast
My heart begins to beat out of control
Ripping thru clouds
It hits me that I won’t be falling for long
Scared to look down because
Well I know what’s waiting for me
But suddenly as I realize why I’m falling
My heart rate levels out
The velocity of my drop decreases
And now I’m floating
Embracing my surroundings
Enjoying every second of the fall
A rush then a calm
How fitting
Instantly another rush but I’m being pulled up
And just as fast as I fell I’m climbing thru the sky
And I’m awoken by two full lips
Pressed gently yet intensely on my cheek
Open my eyes and I see you….
And I know why I fell
Why I’m still falling

the rules

Your heart ever beat so hard your whole chest move
Too late to cry ova ya last plan ya next move
Don’t dwell and let ya feelings Ingest you
Stay one step ahead whenever you check her that’s a Chess Move
Treat her good and eat her like Hannibal lector
Be respectful
And remember everything about the day that you met her
That’s the best move
Remember small things
And be spontaneous
Drop in with flowers
No matter what the occasion is
Reflect what she makes you feel till she can see what amazing is
Respect her and love will the source of what that craving is
Be the man of her Dreams while she’s wide awake
And dont let outside opinions decide your fate