journey

To find her
You will sift through an abyss of
Under appreciated worth
And over compensations
False entitlements
And fabricated self proclamations
Then fear strikes
When you realize all the time you’ve been wasting
Chasing the hordes of
made up
Artificially engineered
drones that have comprised our Generation
But if you’re patient
And you wait
Seek out quality
Your path to her will manifest itself
And her essence will shine thru all mediocrity
That’s when your journey takes on a new mission entirely
Finding the proverbial needle in the dating haystack
While a feat in itself
The magnitude of success may prompt you to find traits that are weak in yourself
but if you can defeat your own insecurities
The reward will be bountiful
Her Grace will bring out the greatness
That has previously not been found in you
Then her light will shine over your path
Highlighting the Plight
You endured to to find true love in your life

Back

If everything meant nothing
And you meant everything
Why would we give something
If we wouldn’t get everything
Back
What we lacked
Were facts
It was a plan you see
We tried
To make real lives
Out of fantasy
But we lied
To each other
Not on purpose but by chance
Of it were up to us
There be no fuss
Things would go by plans
But something bigger
Someone wiser
Major schemer
Would devise a
Better future
Had to lose ya
From the range
Of my visor
Try to hide the
Dormant feelings
Because they come with a price
No turning back
Cuz it’s a trap but
Such comes with Life

Encounter

Unbuttoned White uniqlo Oxford shirt Reeking of YSL and after shave paired with Blue Hanes boxer briefs that hug ever curve from her waist to her thighs
The word Nikon tattoos her bare chest as the slr orbits between her breasts
Images attack her mind if the last encounter
Champagne tunnels down her throat washing back the remains of raspberries and fine cheeses
She rubs the side of her face where the strings of a velvet mask trapped her visual
By now all of her senses heighten
Nature begins to take its course
Those once sky blue boxers develop navy spots as her vagina moistens
The fine hairs all over her body stand at attention as if ordered by some lustful drill Sargent
Legs begin to tremble and a surge of pleasure rushes over her as she desperately resists the urge to touch herself
For there are rules , Stipulations
He will only come as she approaches her climax
However the feeling becomes unbearable and although she shouldn’t she begins to fondle her breasts
Uproots the camera from around her neck and with both hands firmly massages herself thru the button up her hands navigate south caressing and squeezing
As she reaches into the boxer to confront her already marinated
Vagina almost simultaneously a hand stops gets while two lips plant on her neck
The word “No” has been softly whispered into her right ear but it sends orgasmic shock waves throughout her body
He has Returned!
A sexy smirk streaks across her face as his arms appear to pull her closer
The gap between her legs increases his thighs push against hers creating his path
In one swift motion the now navy soaked boxers are removed
She can almost look into his eyes
A thunderous Moan sounds as she feels him materializing Inside of her already erect
It is only when she is in reach of a climax will he appear
To help expedite her pleasure
Now fully in human form the ghost of her Fallen lover continues to explore her body
As she nears convulsion she is reminded by every kiss
Of a time where there were no rules
No stipulations for loving making just them
And the seemingly lifelong bond they made in passion
A love so real not even death could keep these two apart

Falling

Heavy eyes
Long yawns
Sleep is near I can feel it
Sleep ha, the only thing more relaxing than the thought of her
No!! the thought of her before sleep is bad
It always leads to dreams
Dreams I can not control or understand
But tonight (yawns) tonight feels diff……..
I must’ve dosed off
That was quick lol
Gotta get outta bed and head to the bathroom
But something’s off I feel like
Like I’m falling
A free fall
No I’m definitely falling
And fast
My heart begins to beat out of control
Ripping thru clouds
It hits me that I won’t be falling for long
Scared to look down because
Well I know what’s waiting for me
But suddenly as I realize why I’m falling
My heart rate levels out
The velocity of my drop decreases
And now I’m floating
Embracing my surroundings
Enjoying every second of the fall
A rush then a calm
How fitting
Instantly another rush but I’m being pulled up
And just as fast as I fell I’m climbing thru the sky
And I’m awoken by two full lips
Pressed gently yet intensely on my cheek
Open my eyes and I see you….
And I know why I fell
Why I’m still falling

the rules

Your heart ever beat so hard your whole chest move
Too late to cry ova ya last plan ya next move
Don’t dwell and let ya feelings Ingest you
Stay one step ahead whenever you check her that’s a Chess Move
Treat her good and eat her like Hannibal lector
Be respectful
And remember everything about the day that you met her
That’s the best move
Remember small things
And be spontaneous
Drop in with flowers
No matter what the occasion is
Reflect what she makes you feel till she can see what amazing is
Respect her and love will the source of what that craving is
Be the man of her Dreams while she’s wide awake
And dont let outside opinions decide your fate

Withdrawal

So it just hit me
Why I feel the way I do when you aren’t with me
Or why I act like its more than what it seems
Becuz we are now what I’ve once seen in dreams
Minus the lavish trips and diamond rings
Sailing the Mediterranean to escape the spring
Or any of the outlandish acts my mind be conjuring
But the pure feeling
That I’m sure your feeling
When our lips are this close
Especially when your willing
Yea you fight
Tease even
You bite my lip
I kiss yours
Now we’re even
Back to the rush I feel
Whenever in your presence
It’s like a gift you give
I call it your presents
Don’t know how to describe when that air is filling me
But something you do brings me to tranquility
Nirvana
Damn near comatose
High as a addict
But you know this tho
So when you leave
And even tho the feelings loyal
I still feel a sudden shock
And fall into withdrawal
Shakes starts
Palms sweat
Heart beat rapids until Your in my arms next
I like the high so there will be no twelve steps

Abandon

Don’t know if I’m wrong
If you right
But something’s definitely off’d
You used to look at me for love
But lately you seem lost
Confused
Baffled
Fed up even
You got one foot out the door
Im tryna dead those reasons
You wanna leave
Make you stay
But if you gone what can I do
The things we say
So cliche
But what’s me without you
Hmmmmmm
M, E , Y, O, U
damn there is no US
There’s logic in the spelling
The latter i won’t trust
Cuz love defies all rules
Physics
Engagement
War
That’s why it’s so hard to shake this mental enslavement
For what it’s worth
We’ve hit the ground before
Got up
Dust it off
Went pound for pound some more
So why now give in
Give up
Abandon
We started off on a high
I’m not ready for a landing
We can bounce back together
Go head put your hand in
Who knew happiness
Would be so Demanding
But imma keep on trying
Even if I’m talkn by myself
Life is a long road
You shouldn’t have to walk it by yaself

Ascension

You take me
No you make me
Ahhh this feeling so elating
No debating
How long I’ve been waiting
To be
To soar
Set goals
Let our souls ascend
As friends
An then
Descend
As lovers
Baby girl….. You make me High
Sky Scarpers and Lier Jets
Penthouse settings
not there yet
So close we can feel it
So … we …. climb
With aspirations of thin air
Soft clouds
Heavens steps
We take short breath
Amazed when realized exactly how
Highhhhhhhh
But as we fall again
Grip me
Seek your protection
Find it in me
Air fills those doubts
Our altitude begins to decrease
You release
Oh baby nothing can beat
This
Highhhhhhhhhh
Free falling is less appealing
We are more dancing on the ceiling
Of the earth
Left foot first
Follow me
Yes baby lets glideeeeeeeeeee
We could’ve gone fast
But what a waste
Lets just pace
Let our bodies
Sway together
Savor every second of this drop
Dont ever stop
Sweet kisses on your neck
Two birds
Making Love in the Sky………….

Summer Leaves Autumn

While the breeze turns cool
And the sun sets earlier
We fall back in to a season of change
The Leaves mature
The trees stretch lower
Grass and plants play hide and go brown
The air , while chillier ,becomes an instrument for cuddling
An incentive to get closer to you
Layer with clothing
Bundle up emotionally
Fall is a season of day dates
And night walks
Park strolls
matinees and
Shared sweaters
The crispness of the air resonates on your lips after kisses
Warranting a welcomed return
Of affection
After a season of lust
Passion finally kicks in
Fireplaces , wine glasses
Watching leaves golden while time passes
Nostalgic moments on a amber filtered day
fall is back
Love however is here to stay

decoy

It’s a catch 22
But if I could catch 2 & 2
Put em together
Maybe you and i could be together
However
I’m better
Your better
We good
Break up to make up we can
Maybe we should
Love you don’t
so we won’t
I mean I can
if you could
But the waiting
Too impatient
No salvation
Deliberations
Over buts and ifs
Reach no conclusions
still debating
No more fucks to to give
Our love
was a gift
Now it’s just
another lost toy
Keep my chin up
i refuse to be
just another lost boy
And smile to sky
like I never lost Joy
Never be coy
Instead of letting our love shine
You shadowed it
You’re my Decoy