Taste

For long your smooth rich chocolate skin has haunted my dreams

Snippets of us making love during REM

Imaginary taste tests hold my days hostage

Sitting around visualizing passion pumping blush into your face

As I massage your thighs with mine

Beard hairs wisking against your flawless skin

Sending your spine in a curl that defies physics

Chocolate for as far as my eyes can see

Thick rich and creamy

Each curve tastier than the last

Eyes closed

Teeth clenched down on my lips

Savoring the remnants of your perceived taste

Girl, idk if I’m neurologically ready for the real thing

oxytocins plaster my cerebral

My mind soaked with your love

Your actual touch may short circuit my entire existence

So for now

I dream

A man’s mind

I put up a wall

One I stand cowardly behind

While I watch the damage and hurt

Created by my lies

Because behind the wall I am safe

With little care who isn’t

I will no longer get hurt

As long as I’m.in this emotional prison

Behind my smile there’s pain

But it’s old and weathered

Issues I haven’t dealt with

from before we got together

For as long as I can remember

I’ve been this way

Using my charm and gift of Gab to get my way

Conning my way into women’s hearts

Breaking them in the process

Treating women like toys

Seeing them no more than objects

That hive me temporary joy

And toss when I’m done with them

Never really thought about how their doing when I’m done with them

But with you I swear I tried

Putting my Savage ways aside

All until the first time

I felt in my heart you lied

Saying you were out with your friends

When I saw them all in person

At another venue without you

But instead asking you what happened

I jumped straight to you shady

Stopped caring stopped respecting

Stopped treating you like a lady

An overreaction turned me back to who I always was

One clever slick liar who was incapable of love

And while I hold take responsibility

I am far too ashamed to

So with all that said

I will still always blame you

Encounter cont…

Jasper sits in his chair rocking

Franctically in a dark room

Mind racing

Palms sweaty

She hasn’t summoned him in weeks

The rules are very clear

He’s allowed to come back into her world as long as she wants him

The last time last longer than usual

Jasper didn’t think twice about her increased stamina just relished in the moment

To be able to feel her

See her

Taste her

It didn’t register his touch didn’t phase her the way it used to

The encounters were once short

Sweet but very short

She would cum before he even fully materialized inside of her

There rules are very clear

He appears only when she wants him and he vanishes when she climaxes

Sex was their eternal link

However lately he’s been more dead than alive in her

Somethings wrong

Each day without her grows weaker

Hope begins to fade

Alas he ears her moan

“JASPER” erupts throughout the room

It’s a thunderous sound in his realm

Even though she’s biting her lips and moaning at a lower octave

A bright light pierces Jaspers gloomy apartment

The moans grow louder

Jaspers spirit are lifted as he begins to ascend through the portal

Finally she wants him

She’s calling him

She’s ready

As Jasper passes through the light

He feels like he’s being pulled back down

Confused and anxious he leaps through the portal

To his horror

She’s not alone

Jasper enters the room where his wife Tracy is making love to another man

Screaming our his name

Is he also Jasper

Did she call him on purpose to torment him?

A rage comes over him

And he runs into the bed knocking the other Jasper off of Tracy

Only Tracy is privy to Jaspers presence

The other man wonders what’s going on and is spooked when Tracy tells him there’s malevolent spirits in her house

The man runs out without even getting dressed

Naked, scared, guilty

Tracy kneels before Jasper pleading crying for forgiveness

It dawns on Jasper this is why he’s been lonely

Why she’s been so insatiable

Why she’s been able to withstand his love

She’s been practicing

She’s been giving his love away

Though the commotion Jasper also realizes they’re not having sex yet he is stand there

Human form

Not longer lonely ghost

Just an enraged man

He decides against harming Tracy physically

Instead he grabs her hand gently not knowing how long his human state will last

He whispers “I love you” in her ear as he leads her to the bed

With each step

The image of his wife kissing the other man flashes before his eyes

Her steps begin to slow

She cautiously follows him into bed

Her apologies fall on deaf eye

Jasper, being so lost in being with her again

What he just saw no longer bothers him

She kisses his his neck while stroking his chest

“sorry” echoes every kiss

His once reluctant grip tightens around her waist

The heavy angry breathing has subsided into lusty gasps

Her confidence grows as she realizes she’s gain control of the situation

now he’s in the palm of her hands

Jasper sits with Tracy in his lap totally entranced

Fighting the urge to ask about the other man

His emotions in whirlwind

Hormones raging

The vibrations from her whispers freeze the hours on his neck

Without stopping the kissing onslaught

Tracy tugs Jasper erections from his pants

And straddles him in one swift motion

Every slide down his shafts is accompanied by a breathy “baby I’m sorry”

She rocks harder and more deliberate refacing to let him just gain any physical advantage

He’s trapped in a emotional vortex fueled by confusion, anger, sorrow all of which are being over powered by passion

The Images however are way too vivid to just let go

He releases a grunt from the depths of his belly

tossing Tracy on the bed

Pinning her down

She’s surprised and all the more turned on by his aggression

“you give away my love? In my home? My bed”

He scoffs as he firmly massages her breast

One hands cupping and squeezing her supple breast the other wrapped tightly around her neck

The mixture of arousal and fear has Tracy leaking in suspense

“this is mine” Jasper scowls as he kisses her lips

“yes daddy”

“These are mine” as he locks each nipple

“this is most definitely only mine” while he dramatically thrust all the way inside of her.

He warns her to never give his love away as the bed violently bangs against the wall

Tracy now totally at Jasper mercy

Has given in

No longer does she fight for dominance

She’s in a euphoric state being dominated

Her lust exudes through her pores as beads of sweat run down her body

The sound of their sweaty bodies mashing together takes a melodic cadence

And she sways her head to the beat of his strokes

“do it again, I dare you”

Jasper threatens with a fist full of Tracys hair

Lifting her by her neck and waist

Pressing her against the wall unit

Perfume and oils crash to the floor

Creating an interesting array of Scents

They stand in the midst of a fragrance cloud

Her legs wrapped around his back

His hands wrapped around her her

With every thrust

Her legs scale his wide strong back

Allowing him to get deeper

Tracy is past her normal threshold for pleasure and her legs begin to shake convulsively

Sensing her in bound orgasm and with full understanding of the rules

Jasper begins to alter his stroke

She grabs his face and says

“no, please, maybe….”

This Time did allow Jasper more freedom

He was human form faster and longer

He was present without them having sex

Did he really want to gamble on allowing her to cum already and risk being sent back

He wanted more and he Damn sure wasn’t ready

“I can’t ” he groans as he slows down

Delivering slower more deliberate strokes

“it’s different baby I’m sure of it”

Tracy stresses as she pushes him back on the bed to ride him

“Babe no..please I’m not ready”

She ignores his pleads for she’s returned as aggressor

Complete control while she rides

His hands gripping the sides of the bed

Ripping away chunks of memory form

Everytime she slides down and grinds

Jasper releases a mighty groan as he explodes inside of her

The sensation sends her over the top

“baby noooo” Jasper protests

But to no avail, Tracy has already started her climax

Eyes closed

Teeth clenched on on her lips

Pressure slowly releasing

She’s comes down

Opens her eyes to a holy bare bed that she’s alone in

He’s gone

She sulks into the bed covers her sweaty body in the sheets

Remorseful because she doesn’t know if he accepted her apologies

Blissful because the sex hasn’t been that good since before he died

She wonders to herself if cheating to anger him didn’t turn out to be a good idea

Exhausted and pleased beyond comprehension

Tracy falls out into a deep satisfied sleep

Strings

So this is what we come to

All I am is a nut

When you’re horny

I’m what you run to

Long day at work

Or horny after the club

You summon me to come through

As I watch your face during climax

I pray that your feeling would come too

I stroke with my heart

hoping you can fell that too

I can be more than a lover

Hopefully you can feel that’s true

With every kiss I imagine more on the other side

I try my best to make you see me as

More than just another guy

You say we just friends

I play it off as a just another lie

How we just friends

When I’m digging in your guts

From the fall through the summertime

I’m done tho

Cuz you play with me

Even though I make you cum

I can’t make you stay with me

Always gotta rush and leave

Never lay with me

So it’s over

Love me or I’m done with this shit

Who I’m kidding

It’s way too good

Hit me when you need another fix

Wordplay

I don’t think you understand how devilish good it feels to have you on the tip of my pen

Call it poetic justice 

But the poems don’t fully serve you justice 

They leave you hanging 

Wanting more 

So I play on that 

The strokes of my pen 

Strike a cord inside of you

The strumming of that cord while you read me 

Vibrates throughout and warms your entire body 

I know this 

I smirk when i write sentences that I know will take control of you 

I pull that cord 

You get aroused 

I twist the mood in my words 

You twist in your chair 

I fuel the work with intense climatic acts 

You try to not climax at work 

“he kisses her” 

Your mouth waters 

“with that grab she exhaled deeply”

You hold your breath 

I pen 

You squeeze 

I write till you have nothing left 

Then I let you rest 

Writing in private

Waiting till you’ve almost recovered 

Then press metaphors similarities and prepositions against you 

Hold you close so you can feel the plot thicken 

I would  sit there and watch my words fuck you speechless 

jot down every letter you attempt to let escape your lips

I would send lust first

To lick you laterally leaving little left out 

Pick Passion to pacify your pleasures placing pressure on that pussy

Command you to continually

lick in circles till you convulse

Designate the D to dominate with Doggy digging to deliver devastatingly

Truly fuck you with my words

it’s ok to collect yourself now

I’m sure you need to 

Let my words run wild 

then lay down beside 

and 

Make “U” -> “Mine” 

Me = You

Just wanna give to you
What’s mine is yours
So let me live for you
My heart and soul will build bridge to you
Would crawl the globe just to get to you
My eyes they see
My lungs they breathe for you
Gotta believe it’s true
I’ll give a rib for you
Always by your side
I’m there to get you thru
Always by your side
I’m there to get you thru
Got to you thru God
So he’s who I’ll bring you to
And ask to have and hold
Legitimize the we things we do
For now
For ever
No longer seen as two
Cuz now Me is You

With You

Can I groove with you?
Say something smooth
Sip something cool
Till the mood hit you
Been wanting this time alone
Since I was in school with you
Gaze up at the stars and admire moon with you
Upon a summer tanned meadows
Can I spoon with you ?
Act a fool cuz no ones around
Can I coon with you?
Watch you slow whine
Listen to tunes with you
Is that cool with you
Can I be true with you
Kick normal to the curb
Break the rules with you
Skip work
Run to burbs
Hit the pool with you
Weekend in the hamptons
Bring the crew with you
I chef it up on the grill
Share a brew with you
All the things to do in world
Mean nothing I can’t “do with you”

Love’s Black Hole

Everything with a nerve hurts
Chest pounding
Eyes heavy
Every breath feels faint
Like I’ve been running all day
How much longer I can go on
I really don’t know
My mind went days ago
And now my body is growing weary
My soul is yearning
My spirit depleting
Simple tasks are becoming conundrums
Normal functionality is slowly shutting down
Irritable doesn’t fully describe
Neither does deprived or famished
I feel completely void without you
If only you were here
I imagine it would only take
One kiss
One hug
One true embrace
To recharge and restore
Every broke down
Exasperated
Depleted
Fatigued
Molecule inside of me
To feel your spirit close to mine again
Is all I need
You are all I need
And that need is dire……

Acceptance

While you’re counting calories
and laps around the gym
I’m counting how many times today
I’ve tried to make you grin
While you’re worried about all the different
ways to tease and style your hair
I’m with you in the mirror
locked in a hypnotizing stare
You think you’re fat
I think you’re fine
You think I’m crazy
Love’s not blind
Cuz I can clearly see
The artistry God used with your Design
Every stroke of His mighty Pen
Paints the masterpiece that you are blessed with
while True beauty shines from within
his work is what you’re left with
That is
A smile , bright enough to illuminate the seven seas
Lips that produce kisses
As refreshing as summer breeze
A laugh so melodic birds chirp to keep your tune
Never has a rose been this majestic while she blooms
The natural scent of your essence
Rival frankincense and Myrrh
So much your presence is a present
Direct from heaven sent to earth
once the insecurities erode
And you think you see what was once hidden
It will be clear to you
That this is what
I’ve seen
From the
Beginning

journey

To find her
You will sift through an abyss of
Under appreciated worth
And over compensations
False entitlements
And fabricated self proclamations
Then fear strikes
When you realize all the time you’ve been wasting
Chasing the hordes of
made up
Artificially engineered
drones that have comprised our Generation
But if you’re patient
And you wait
Seek out quality
Your path to her will manifest itself
And her essence will shine thru all mediocrity
That’s when your journey takes on a new mission entirely
Finding the proverbial needle in the dating haystack
While a feat in itself
The magnitude of success may prompt you to find traits that are weak in yourself
but if you can defeat your own insecurities
The reward will be bountiful
Her Grace will bring out the greatness
That has previously not been found in you
Then her light will shine over your path
Highlighting the Plight
You endured to to find true love in your life